An unfinished chapter of my life

I was in love with this wonderful girl. At least, what I felt was that we were not in a relationship, but we were more than best friends. We were connected for the last 10 years, and I don’t remember a single week when we didn’t talk. I had a special feeling for her that I never had for any other girl in those 10 years. The most important thing in my life was her smile and happiness. We had a couple of trips together. Finally, we got engaged, and I started dreaming of our life together, but I never dreamed that it wouldn’t last.

One day, she just messaged me that she had no feelings for me, and for a second, my heart skipped a beat. I felt like I was in a bad dream. I wanted to talk to her on the phone, but she didn’t want to. It took some time for me to realize that it was reality. I am not angry with her, and I understand her. Everyone has a choice, and I should not force anyone. It was like I was looking for friendship in love, and she was looking for love in friendship.

Since last year, I have been trying to move on, but I still can’t. She recently got engaged, and I am happy for her. I really wish that she keeps smiling and stays happy. My only regret is that we never had a last call so that I could close the chapter and move on to the next one. I am still trying to move on, but I get lost in those memories, and those memories are not letting me move on.