The Loop

I've noticed a pattern and the longer I edge, the more intense it gets.

I'll edge, goon, deny, and ruin for days on end. My last was 8 days straight. I was an absolute mess.

Finally, not being able to hold it any longer, I'll cum.

For the next week after that I'll cum almost every single day.

After that, I'll get the urge to edge again. I'll catch someones post on here and before I know I'm back to stroking, edging and denying for days on end.

Talking, roleplaying and swapping pics and vids on here until I can't take it any more.

I've given in to this loop, I'm ok with it. I know that even when I give in, the edge will return and I'll be back on here, ready to play with everyone here until I can hold it any longer :).