tired of being the ugly friend

ever since i can remember i’ve always befriended really pretty girls (both healthy and toxic friendships) and its easy to notice how fast they get attention or get dates/make friends. i notice it all, the compliments, the social media exchanges, the way people walk up to them like its absolutely nothing just makes me wonder if i’ll be dealing with this sort of thing for the rest of my life 😅 do looks really matter this much?? how does one even cope with always being pushed to the side mid conversation because the attention is now on your friend over and over😅😅😅?? i don’t hold these things against my friends as it’s not really their fault i’m not getting attention but the difference makes me feel like im not worthy ykwim?