my [F21] years on reddit have ruined my mind

i’ve been on and off reddit for years now, constantly talking to depraved people and watching crazy, gross porn. i go through phases where i get obsessed with a kink and can’t stop thinking about it and masturbate all the time. i’ve been obsessed with homeless men, toilets, beast and it’s just getting worse.

these past few days i’ve woken up horny and gone to sleep horny and the only thing i can think about are my parents using me. i’ve gone through so many scenarios in my mind with them, used their stuff to fuck my pussy, and even gooned my brain out with my door open in hopes of them walking in.

i just woke up from a dream where i walked in on my sister using a dildo that belonged to my mom and now i really can’t stop. i’m so into humiliation too so it’s not just ideas of me joining in, it’s ideas of them using me like their toy and completely degrading me.

it’s so bad but i need my mind to be fucked even more. nothing is enough.