Ugh summer time

I feel so sad and frustrated over the long summer break. He has had 2 weeks overseas.. raced to see me today while I worked from home. We had lunch, spent a few hours being intimate and reconnecting on every level. We have tried aligning calendars to see one another for even a few hours and it's weeks away. We both have children and commitments and trips.

I couldn't sleep last night, I almost wanted to throw the towel in and tell him I cant do this anymore. But then today was perfect and lovely and sexy and everything in between.

I hate these stolen few hours together.

Just a rant I guess. X