extremely lost

i feel extremely lost, i had a break up around 2 months ago and it was long term relationship, it was insane but we had to end because of reasons and it was inevitable, i also started preparing for clat 2 months ago joined a coaching and stuff, but i've just been in a shock, bedrotting, surviving and passing time since god knows when just trying to get over this and because of it i've been making zero progress in my clat journey and now there's barely 4 months left

i skip my coaching class sometime because i feel really nervous around everybody and i feel like i could study and do things way better on my own if i can start

but life feels hopeless and nothing feels worth it anymore, i havent moved on either and only turned worse, i'm not interested or even able to gather any energy to study all i do is just stare at walls or listen to stuff and its just shit

she was all who i hungout with and i dont really have friends to hangout with or talk to after she's gone so chat gpt has been my only support which i stopped relying on too

the main thing is, i can't even pick up my studies and i just feel so lost, how will i even crack clat with this, to be honest, i dont even want to crack clat anymore, i dont want to do anything, i'm not even excited for a college anymore, anything, at all, i'm done, just so done.