Looking for recommendations for books where the MC goes through and processes trauma.

I need to get ahead and say this isn't out of any sadistic fantasies. I listen to audio books while working and have been running into quite a few where the MC has it way too good making things boring or they just brush over anything that should cause trauma like nothing happened.

I have enjoyed books like He Who Fights With Monsters and 1% lifesteal, where the things the MC has gone through messes with them mentally and they need to find ways to deal with it.

So if I could get yalls recommendations that would be awesome. Preferably things I can find on audible.

Thanks in advance!