I turn 18 in 3 days and I am scared

Hello I am 17 and I am about to turn 18 I am a girl and I am scared because I have heard people around me saying that turning 18 is a very worse and horrible experience? And I am scared to live on my own:( but I also want to, I love my family so much and I am thankful to God every day for a new life in me what I am scared is I may have not experienced "teenager life" like getting a boyfriend or partying and I am scared that I may never get a boyfriend because of the way I love