I desparately want to leave my house leave my father specifically

I hate my dad to the core of my heart and you must be wondering why? Dads are like coconut. They work so hard for their families. They love their family so much. Bullshit.

my dad since day 1 of his marriage never ever respected my mom. Treated her like shit. It's almost been 35 years of their marriage but never ever since I'm on this earth I have seen him respect his wife. Verbal abuses, mental torture for money, losing all his savings in stock market, taking up loans and then pushing it all on my mom's head to repay, smoker etc and what not.

But you might be wondering that maybe he might still love his two daughters? BULLSHIT

not only mom but also to me and my sister this bastard has never respected. All that we have heard from his mouth from us is-

Panoti saali kaha se chipak gayi, bc,mc,this is just a trailer I don't even want to state all those things he has said to us in our entire lifetime. Idk why we are still sticking to this person.

I have grown up feeling the worst Abt my mom. My mom has gone through the worst phase of her life and is still going. At times she is so anxious, and in so much stress. This so called father literally stopped working bc he was putting all his money wtv small amt he would earn in the stock market and then lose it up all. All my education my mom has endured. She is the strongest woman I have ever seen in my life.

Guess what this MF didn't even leave his 86, year old mom!!! HOW CAN I SURVIVE IN APLACE WHERE NO WOMEN IS RESPECTED. My grandma isn't keeping up well. She has been in bed for many years. Lately she has been too unwell and keeps calling us again n again . As a human being the only thing you can do is care for your mother. He will also abuse her so bad the limit is crossed to an extent where he has started beating her mom just bc he gets frustrated by those callings and cleaning her poop. I can't believe how inhumane someone can be towards his mother also.

I am for the most of my day in college idk how my mom and elder sis are bearing this mess.

I feel so disgusted when I'm around my father. I am afraid that I might not end up killing this guy one day because he boils my blood so bad. How do I express and say this to others!!!??????

Why can't my mom just leave this person? My sister fking earns. Lately my mom has stopped earning. So she is afraid if we shift all the expenses might come up on my sister and my education expenses too. How do I go from here? What do I do to let my mom and sister come out of this mess. We can't live with this toxic person !!!!! All of our mental health is being destroyed so bad while this man scrolls reels, abuses and sleeps the entire day? Wtf? I CAN'T STAND WHERE IM NOT BEING RESPECTED!!!!! THIS IS ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!