i think i fell in love with my dealer

At first, it was literally all about drugs, but after talking to him multiple times, I started realizing that he’s actually such a kind-hearted and genuinely nice person. He’s seriously addicted to drugs and can’t stay sober for more than a few hours. He confessed to me a few days ago and told me he loves me, but he also said I need to really think things through before dating him because I’d have super easy access to all kinds of drugs, and that could seriously fuck up my life.
I saw him today when I went to buy some stuff, and honestly, that’s when I realized that I love him too. I just genuinely don’t know what I’m supposed to do.