I feel defeated

After 4 years of savings that I thought would eventually be the way I bought a house, it’s all gone.

Along with many other regards like me… Absolutely cooked. I feel defeated. Not angry. Not sad. Just defeated….numb….

I do not post this to gather sympathy. To be honest I don’t even know why I’m posting. I’ve never done this before.

Maybe I just need somewhere to vent.
Maybe I need to accept that my homeownership thesis has officially been downgraded from BUY to “sir this is a Wendy’s.”

I haven’t slept more than a few hours since it happened.

I just keep staring at the blockchain like the 0.45 BTC is gonna respawn if I refresh hard enough… It has not.

0.45 BTC is not much for a lot of you!

I’ve seen regards on here lose more than that on 0DTE calls because a guy on wsb drew three arrows on a chart.

But it was my everything… My own treasure… My own accomplishment.

MY HOUSE FUND!

My entire fucking bag.

Four years of diamond hands just to somehow unlock the secret paper-hands ending.

I was so happy that half a BTC was almost in reach.
0.5 BTC.

HALF.

I was so close. Now I’m researching Coldcard hacks at 4am and wondering if the Wendy’s dumpster has seniority rules.

Incredible character arc.

Life is not fair.

May your seed phrases remain secure and I hope you never experience the unique form of loss porn where you lose 100% of the position without even getting to make a terrible trade first.

Four years of savings.

0 tendies.

0 house.

0.45 BTC donated to the blockchain.

Infinite lore.