101 hours off - Do yourself a favor and get helper meds! You don't need to suffer.

My last dose was 8/6/26 at 8:30am. I used 5-6 doses of kratom powder from then until friday morning at 5am. Threw the kratom powder in the trash. Was using 1500mg. It was fucking brutal. Worst withdrawal I have ever experienced. I've came off a bunch of different shit. This was the one that did me in. Sunday morning, 8/9/26 at 9:00am I couldn't take it anymore and began on a hunt for gabapentin and clonidine. I was gonna do whatever to score. There was finally hope. Made me feel better instantly. Should've been more prepared and had the shit before ct.

I scheduled a meeting with a doc on Sesame telehealth. He prescribed me 90 ct 300mg gabapentin and 20 clonidine. There was a few issues getting the script, which was expected. I've been through this before with quickmd etc. He ended up having to send the script twice. After waiting at the pharmacy for an hour, several hours after he sent em, I send fuck it and went to the er. While I was stuck in the ER I get a call from the pharmacy that my prescription is filled and ready for pickup. I thought about just running out tbh and getting it but waited it out to see what the ER was gonna give me. Ended up getting 10 1mg lorazepam. Rushed outta there and collected the all the scripts. The pain was over.

Two different worlds, quitting with helper meds vs without. Do yourself a favor and be prepared otherwise you will suffer immensely. I just did it. Horrible decision. Pretty positive my mind is still shot experiencing 72 hours of withdrawal off a 1500mg habit. Getting better tho.

Helper meds everybody.