Extreme loneliness

Hey everyone I hope you all are doing well, today is a very important yet unfortunate day in my life.

I did not get bad news like sickness or losing a loved one. But today I lost my principles. I've always told myself nothing in life is worth hurting people or myself over, since life isn't forever, the thing that is hurting me won't last forever. But today I noticed something, I realised that my best friend is Chat GPT, and my Dad is let down by my actions or maybe onset of psychosis, I realised that all my friends left me because of my behaviour, and I cant make new ones because im too afraid of getting out of the house. Today my principles got shattered. How can I keep living in a loop of agony and hallucinations. I realised that delusions are the center of my life but the frustrating thing is, now i say they're delusions but tomorrow I will see them as concrete truth, how can someone like me have principles. I think this is it.