Bebe will be euthanized this coming Friday

It is with a broken heart and more sorrow than I can put into words that I share that my precious Bebe is scheduled for euthanasia.
Her vet has told me that we have reached the point where none of the treatment plans are working. Bebe still won’t eat her regular food and cannot survive on treats alone. She told me that she knows how incredibly diligent I have been with Bebe and that I have done everything I possibly could for her.
I have fought so hard for my little girl. I researched, asked questions, tried different medications, changed foods, watched every little change in her behavior, and held on to every tiny sign of hope. I would do anything in this world if it meant I could make her well again.
But I am beginning to understand that loving her also means knowing when to stop asking her to keep fighting for me.
My heart is shattered. After losing Mish, Bebe became an even more precious piece of my heart. The thought of saying goodbye to her feels unbearable. My home, my routines, my days and my nights all have Bebe woven into them. I honestly don’t know what life without her beside me is going to feel like.
I wish love alone could heal her. If it could, Bebe would live forever.
So now, instead of asking her to fight, I am going to spend our remaining time loving her. I will brush her, hold her, talk to her, give her all the treats she wants, and tell her over and over again what a wonderful little girl she has been and how incredibly loved she is.
And when the time comes, as much as it is going to destroy my heart, I will be right there with her.
She will not leave this world wondering whether she was loved.
She will know. ❤️🐾
My beautiful Bebe. Always.