I have not slept in three days

It is currently 7am Eastern time in the US. This is my third day watching the sun rise from my bed while my partner lays beside me and I stay up. I have tried staying off my phone, taking benadryl. I am frustrated, but I’ve passed a point and I honestly feel good. I have so many exciting things coming up and things I have planned and I think that’s making me too excited to sleep! New job, start of my last year of undergrad. I have so much energy but I am so annoyed that I can’t sleep!!! I know I was just saying I’m fine with this but actually I’m really frustrated. I have to fix this before my new job starts. I’m just very confused and a little sleep deprived. I’m talking into the void! I just wish I could sleep and feel tired again. I miss taking naps and cuddling with my partner. I just want to get some rest but nothing works for me right now

reupkoading this because i missed the pinned post so sorry.