Extremely addicted to findom.

Been stuck in findom a few years now and. I honestly never felt something gain control over my mind like this before. It’s crazy how fast it spiraled. I spent somewhere close 15k last month alone and prob 1k in 5 days. It doesn’t help that I get triggered easily either, just a slightly revealing photo or video of a woman is enough to make relapse most of the time.

Right now I’m kinda finding it impossible to stop. I’m struggling to get my thoughts off porn and stuff I try to distract myself, but everything I do only seems to work temporarily before the urges take over again. How do you actually handle the urges to stop yourself from relapsing bc idk what to do rn.