is going on bc really worth it ?

I’m in a long-term relationship and I absolutely hate using condoms, so I’ve been thinking about going on birth control. But honestly, I’m really scared to start.
A big part of it is the whole period situation. I’m worried that I won’t have a “normal” period anymore and that it’ll just be random bleeding/spotting. I also worry about messing with my hormones and natural cycle, and whether coming off birth control later could cause problems or make it difficult for my body to go back to normal.
I’m also really nervous about the possible side effects especially weight gain, changes in my boobs/body, mood changes, etc. I know everyone reacts differently, but I’d really like to hear from people who have actually been on birth control.
Did you have a good or bad experience? Did it affect your periods, weight, boobs, mood, or anything else? And what was it like when you eventually came off it?
I’d especially love honest experiences from people who were also hesitant to start in the first place 🤍