weird symptoms

it’s been a full week since i’ve slept a whole night. it’s been a whole week since my body as been able to stay asleep for over 2 hours at a time. it’s been days since ive been able to stay asleep longer than 45-50min. i feel dizzy, my face feels numb and warm. especially my left side feels numb. my arm temperature feels weird. it hard to think at all. my body is hard to move. when i walk i tumble.

i took a piece of mirtazapine at like 11:40, and then got in bed. i was not anxious and extremely tired, but was still up (i think) at 12:34. i then took another piece, was extremely tired, but was still most likely up at 1:20. then i moved to my bed, and was still up at 2:22. and im still up at 3:19. theres a chance i got sleep between those times, but my brain is literally not transitioning into sleep besides being genuinely exhausted and sleep deprived, and im not anxious at all

i took hydroxyzine at like 2:22am.

the previous night i got maybe 1-3 hours after taking hydroxyzine earlier.

i already went to the ER last week for this, and they prescribed me hydroxyzine but it stopped working after night 3

my brain won’t move to sleep despite being exhausted and not thinking

i cannot think straight and everything is weird

why is my left face weird temperature numb and pulled