My final post before jee mains 1

Hey guys after wasting my 4 months in getting validation from everyone still not studying and making plans everyday, I got depressed too after seeing my school ut marks

Math-11

Phy-7

Chem-14

Out of 20

I realised how behind i am and how bad downfall i had i want to prove to myself this yr not anyone else that I have potential i will prep for jee attempt mainly try to go for apr but if I feel like I am not getting good marks then I will try to go for boards only . Ik its not possible many ppl have completed their portion and many are ahead of me but if I wont do my parents will make me do bsc and I dont have interest bcz they cant pay 25 lakh for btech I hope i will be able to do it and stay consistent everyday. Also, I will be deleting everything no social media and will prep for boards in school.

Thank you for reading this

I was feeling depressed but I feel alot better now, gotta be serious for last some months as we never know at happens right and will rather enjoy the journey then panicking about if I will crack mains or get good in boards.

Logging off🫡