Dear lord, I have a selfish prayer.

I don't pray much, and I'm sorry about that. But I was always told you get what you earn and give when you can. So I never really thought to ask, and I know you don't give people more hardship then they can handle...but lord I think I am at the end of what I can manage, I think I have had enough.

I've lost my wife to her manager, lost my good job in March due to a merger, lost my car and savings to my wife, newly disabled from an accident at work, and trudging through court because my work didnt file a report...I have next to nothing. All I can dobisbwatch ads, send links, give referrals and hope I dont get scammed out of what little I have by others...

Soon my utilities will go, and then my house...

So please Lord, can I be selfish this time and ask for your help...please guide me through this...