Never really broken the barier

Hello guys,

I have taken multiple times 5 g with lemon but nothing happened other than the usual visuals of walls breathing and so on, didn't went to the other side so to say 😅

How does it happen? I don't know how to let go and go into the trip maybe and I want to be in control too much?

Also, I am about 110 kg so maybe this is a reason as well.

Looking forward for your advice. Thanks a lot!