I fell into lust.. (M)

lust got the best of me

so I’ve been doing a whole bunch of nothing during the summer, got really bored and decided to spice it up by buying a tenga online from Amazon. I spent 20 on it and 5 for faster shipping, sent to an Amazon locker. it was fully impulsive and I regret it now. for context, I’m going through the hardest year of uni next year and can’t slack off, and basically have no time for these types of things. I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom in this addiction and just have to stop.

my idea was to return it and buy some jojolion manga instead which I’m currently completing, a much wiser shopping choice, but it’s already dispatched and arriving today. so do any of yall know if I can get a refund if I just don’t pick it up from the locker? I can’t keep doing this shit and kinda need the money for my manga collection lmao