I wish I was naturally prettier

I wish I was prettier. I just wish I naturally fit more of the conventional beauty standards. I can look “prettier” with makeup and effort but no one (who isn’t family) would call me beautiful or pretty bare faced lol. I’m Pakistani with natural under-eye circles that aren’t the mysterious kind that younger girls these days say are pretty. Meh. I wonder what life would feel like if I felt genuinely beautiful without having to think about it. I’ll live, I know.