Divorce

How do you finally push yourself to do the damn thing!!??

I hate him mass majority of the time. He doesn’t respect me. There’s no conversation. I’m bored of the sex we used to have - I don’t even want him touching me now. I don’t trust him AT ALL.

We have 2 kids together. I know starting together for them is NOT the answer - they hear us fight. I feel like at this point he’s a “free”babysitter because I work 50+ hrs a week just because I don’t want to come home.

Every time I try to pull the trigger on divorce I get possessive and remember “the good times” and I’m TERRIBLE with change (I used to welcome it!!!!)

Yall I’m tired!!!!!