My first experience

I read the Mode One book about 2 weeks ago. I have still been too scared to approach anyone in public. However I met up with a girl I matched with on a dating app. It was 8pm, we agreed to hang out in my car and I picked her up and drove to the parking lot of a busy plaza. After talking for a few minutes she asked me why I even wanted to hang out in person and I told her honestly because i want to fuck her. she said “Oh lord”, and turned away all shy. then I got close to her and started kissing her and she slowly reciprocrated more and more. fast forward a few moments later and i’m getting the most passionate head from her in my back seat like life depends on it.

I feel like this wouldn’t have gone so well if it had not been for the book, when she asked me what I wanted I know for a fact I would have given some avoidant response like “oh just to talk/ get to know you better”. I’m sure i could have still cracked eventually because she is below my league and seemingly attracted to me but it would have taken much longer, and she would not have been into me as much.

Btw she had asked me that same question during a 3hr phone call the day before and i answered “just to talk in person”, bc i thought telling my intentions would have a better effect in person. Our phone call was platonic, i didn’t want to risk scaring her off before meeting her. And i know 3 hours is long but I didn’t mind talking to her. Should I have done differently?

I also want to note I feel like I was only able to exercise mode one because the girl was so shy and it gave me the confidence to be in full control and not be nervous. I want to get to the stage where I can act this way with more attractive/intimidating girls.