I need some final suggestions,

I have been trying to get the job for 2 months, the moment I saw CPT/PhD nothing came back to me again.

I'm still not able to decide either to stay here in the USA under the sky hoping it will rain someday. I mean things will come in control or should I really come back to india??

The only thing that is stopping me from coming back is money and responsibilities.

I'm from a very small 3rd tier city ,

I'm feeling like the whole society will see me as an outsider, feeling I don't have a home in this world.

even my parents also.

I tried telling them indirectly about the situation and they said it's you, nothing to worry about, now they will say like this but I know maybe after a few months they will show me hell on earth that I'm a piece of shit and failure.

I really thought I was gonna make it big in life, 

But the days and things that are happening in my life are really crushing my shoulders down and my mental state of mind down.

I don't know really what decision to take,

Btw, my work experience is 4.5 years, from the past 2 Years as an AI Engineer also with a background of ML and Analyst,

ONE straight question at the end, if i decided to comeback to india.

How much I can make for real?? Can I expect at least 25-30LPA ?

Just please answer realistically.

28M, H-1B not selected after 3 attempts, no savings, now on Day 1 CPT — should I return to India?