51 days (I think) clean and having problems getting and staying hard.

Its embarrassing so I tried to ignore it, hope it would go away, blame it on being tired, all sorts of things, but I’ve been struggling to get and stay hard. Used to get hard every time I touched my boyfriend pretty much anywhere but we just took a bath together the other day in a big tub where we both fit and could snuggle and I was soft the whole damn time.

Will this go away? Can I fix it? I hate it.