How do you heal from breakup even when you haven’t meet them yet?

Me and my kiwi partner decided to close our chapter after 5 months. He was supposed to meet me later this year, but because of some circumstances, we decided to break up, and move forward.

He told me that he needs to work on his finances, health, changing work because he’s living week to week and it’s really affecting him mentally.

I do really love him, and I asked if we could try to start again even if it’s slow and conditional chance but he doesn’t want to give half of himself and I deserve the full version of him.

It has been 2 weeks since it happened, and I am struggling a lot. We are still checking each other from time to time, and no matter what I do, I am still thinking about him and pain is unbearable. I do love our connection even though we haven’t met yet.