Any advice on how to not be bitter as an ugly man?

Well as the title says, I'm ugly as a sin, not debatable, deformities on my face and body and genitalia.

I just saw a great comment on another post, about how physical appearances do matter and how virtue signaling on reddit always makes this conversation difficult. In the comment it went like this:

"My brother said it best, when I was fat my wife fucked me, but when I was fit my wife would fuck me with enthusiasm", you know?

I'm never going to be fucked already due to my health issues, but even if I didn't have them I wouldn't give enthusiasm to anyone if that makes sense.

I got robbed out of experiencing love and romance in my life, and everytime I see a tall/sexy man I can't avoid crying and wasting my day thinking on what I did wrong to deserve this.

So my question is, does anyone here have an actual advice, and not virtue signaling, on how I can't avoid being bitter for being a monster that makes women throw up when they see him?

Thank you.