i need advice plesee

this isn’t the right forum but maybe y’all will understand
i’ve stopped going to church consistently for the last 5 months and honestly idk i think im an atheist
i am going into college
im insanely depressed like i literally can’t put it into words and don’t have any family support or support of religion and im so upset and i don’t know what to do or where to go therapy never worked or helped and i don’t know what to do and just need someone to talk to