Starting to consider suicide

I’m 17m, got kicked out of my moms house right around 8 months ago, to go live with my dad after their divorce, my dad made me do online schooling so now I isn’t no connection to a local community… like at all. I no longer talk to my mom, or any relatives for that matter, it’s just me and my dad who I talk to maybe a few times a day. I go on long walks to clear my head sometimes some funny interactions whatever, but I just feel so unbearably empty every day. Playing the video game I’ve dumped 4000 hours in and hit top 1000 in my region on, empty, working out, empty, everything I do I just feel like my soul is being dragged out of my body. I work out some days, I’m a generally strong/good looking person but it doesn’t even matter because I don’t have a lot of social skills now that I’ve been isolated for a decently long time, life just feels draining. I haven’t loved my life at all over what feels like the last few years, I walked probably 5 miles today just aimlessly to clear my head, and I still couldn’t shake the disturbance in my heart. I honestly don’t actually want to kill myself, I’m just mentally dead, I don’t know what to do with my life anymore, I feel lost and this could easily go on for like the next 5 years or even more if I’m not careful.