So…

I fall
I fell
Pain
Hurt

Did you know
I didn’t used to listen to music…
That I didn’t cuss… all sorts of things

This pain.

So I haven’t handled things appropriately.
At all.
I haven’t been acting the way I should.
I haven’t.
I want sex with my husband.
I apologize if I seemed seductive.
I want him to think I’m beautiful.
It’s really for no one but him.

Walk like you’re a wife. Even more.
Don’t let others see you.
I shouldn’t have to broadcast to everyone to get him to see.

It should be kept secret.
For him only.
Walk like you’re already with him.
Walk like he’s there.
Act like you already have him.

Don’t be foolish anymore.