I think I am lacking Empathy

​

Firstly, I am a minor so this will probably be relevant if im judt overreacting or need to actually get checked out.

Ok so, a few so days ago I was intrigued by NPD, (I have this weird thing where i would deep dive into a personality disorder to learn more about it.) While doing research i was starting to see information that was really close with what I was experiencing.

I realized that I have a huge ego (like I believe i should be president);that I hate critique (when getting critique in my mind im already annoyed and rude feeling its unjustified), I love getting praise its like a high for me and for my last example I feel like I fake my personality to be seen as a nice person infront of others while internally I find lot of people annoying while thinking.

Also I know all those online tests aren't very accurate but in all 3 tests I did I got a high chance for Narcissistic behaviors.

Obviously, I am not going to people and telling them I am better than them, I mostly just tell people I want to be President and my goals to be famous and so on.

Im not going to self-diagnose and say I have NPD cause its incredibly unlikely cause I'm still a teen but I Think im showing narcissistic traits.

Any help would be appreciated!