Being assaulted and neglected makes me feel like I will never be desired, loved, or wanted.

I just don't feel like anybody will ever genuinely want me, in any sort of way. Either as friends, sexually, romantically, nothing.

The problem is that even though this can and DOES occur, I can never believe it, trust it, or accept it. It feels like I am fundamentally just unable to feel reassured or safe in any sort of love at all, ever.

I don't know what to do anymore. Life feels hollow and I feel worthless.