I have been foolish

I have been acting out of character.
And for what?
I have no idea.
None.
Not one.

I wanted to impress you.
I can be hilarious. Yes.
But honestly…
You have no idea how strict I believe.

Not even half of an inkling.
I am definitely the most strict woman you’ve ever met.
You may not think I’ve been bad.
But this is bad for me and so out of line.
I don’t know what I’ve had going on.
I guess pain.

I don’t even think other men should look at me.
I’m THAT level of strict.
I’m the level of strict that I would stay home.
I’m the level of strict that I would abide and be obedient. You have ZERO clue.

I mean I am severely strict with how a woman should be.

What do I have going on… what am I doing?!