My anxiety is giving me a very hard time

Hi! I am currently a 1L, in the 2nd month-ish of my LS journey, and I am very much regretting na naging beadle ako HAHAHUHU Hindi siya kinakaya ng anxiety ko mga te HUHU.

-Context: Yung prof kasi namin is from a different place, so we conduct ALL classes online. Every stream of communication, sa akin lahat naka-toka. E yun nga, online siya, may mga instructions siya na di ko makuha agad (okay, maybe me problem na siya) and it ends up backfiring on my classmates, feeling ko natatangahan na sila sa akin HDJSDSJHD because this usually happens sa assignment of cases and topics. (and TO BE FAIR, that happened one time lang, and nasolusyonan naman agad)

Ewan ko ba, everytime ngayon na magpopost ako ng assignment of cases or whatever announcements, natatakot na ako HAHAH walang nagrereact or anything, tapos pagdating ng klase medyo kinakabahan ako kung masasagot ba nila HUHU iniisip ko nalang na malaki na din to sila, kaya na nila mga sarili nila, basta I did my part PERO OMFG THE ANXIETY IS REAL T______T

Paano po kaya malagpasan to? HAHAHA ;;