I wish you would say something.

I know i told you never to speak to me again. I told you to lose my number. But I know you didnt. I would like to know how you are doing. How grim is doing. How Tyty is doing. I want to know all the things you never got the chance to tell me. I want to be there for you, even though it seems like I never was. I want to make things right. But this was the only way to do that. Because I was the only thing in your life that wasnt right. Im sorry.