I need my tits off SO BAD SO BAD SO BAD

Tw: chest dysphoria in a violent way

I hate my fucking chest so much. I know it’s considered “nice” or “desirable” bc my chest is quite large but I can’t fucking stand these fucking sacks on my body. I hate them. I hate that they’re attached to me. I wish I could rip them off, but I know I can’t and I’m not going to try. But it’s a different kind of hell to be forced to have something that you can’t stand attached to you. It fucking sucks. And top surgery is far out because I’m currently losing weight in order to get my consult and be comfortable getting surgery and whatnot. Idk dude I just hate summer especially bc it’s fucking hot outside and I want to be topless at home but then I’m constantly aware of the fact that my body built literal mountains on itself. Fucking what the fuck fuck this body fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I WANT THEM OFF

Thank you