In Denver in 3 weeks and want to try bottoming

in Denver in 3 weeks for work - have never tried this before, scared beyond belief but I want want to try bottoming and am looking for someone who has both the patience to guide me though my first time and the stamina to make sure I will spend the rest of my life chasing that same feeling!

I am 48, 6’3” and 315 pounds. white, hairy and just want to feel what it’s like to have sex from the perspective of a woman: vulnerable, submissive, fucked, penetrated and to have another person inside of me using my body to get theirs off!

i dont care what you look like as long as you won’t let me back out once we start and use a condom to fuck me