wlw t4t break up :(

me (19) and my ex (20) were in a relationship for 6 months we had to go virtual since we both got busy i had to see her in secret since my parents are insane

she decide to end it after 6 months it was a whole thing it was no bad blood i woke up to a text and it felt like a nightmare we called later that day turns out her mom has pots and she might have it to which was a bombshell to drop on me out of nowhere she said she couldn’t handle a girlfriend on top of everything else along with her 2nd puberty

i am in pain it’s been two days and now i feel like i have no plan to move out of my house and actually be a woman not to mention this was my first actual real relationship. i felt like even if i didn’t look to womanly she would see me as one but now i feel like i have to go back and worry about all that shit again if i ever want a chance to find someone again.

i don’t know what to do i feel so scared and alone i feel like i was emotionally abandoned

i was planing to move in with her we were making our whole life together a few days ago and now nothing now whenever we text it feels like im texting someone else entirely i thought we would be together forever hell she said she would get me her but now idk what to do i don’t even know where to start.

now i wake up heartbroken because she was a part of my life she was the notification i would look forward to seeing but now i just feel so alone :(