they are so unaware it’s crazy

one thing i can’t get over in our last conversation was the fact that he kept blaming me for how the relationship ended and that i’m the sole reason it came to this outcome and i was „the love of the life“ at some point but what i did made me come off the pedestal he put me on. (his literal words)

and the MOMENT i said „did you forget what you put me through the first two years of our relationship?“ he had the audacity to say „welp your own fault for being with someone with untreated bpd“.

it’s just crazy to me. so you can emotionally torture me and i hold up but the moment i break you start blaming me for everything. it’s the fact that he „wanted me“ since 2019 and kept telling me that whatever he has he can work on it the background and it’s not that bad and it didn’t bother me for so long but it became worse as weeks passed by and last year i reached my breaking point. but it’s all my fault 😭 so entitled