i was streaming some unlisted stuff to my friend, and apparently I accidentally flashed porn or SOMETHING i dont even know ,and now the channel is disabled permanently

Hi everyone. I need help. I was doing an unlisted stream, literally filling job applications and listening to music and at some point I got notified that the stream has been taken down and removed. It said sexual content. I got a warning. I assumed something flashed on screen while I was moving tabs. Ok fine, whatever, except it wasn't fine . They told me to finish training to remove the warning, and after I did I received the email that my channel has been terminated permanently for EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT.

Which I appealed confused and scared, said ok it was an accident (despite not even knowing what the issue was, but ok) and then two hours later I got the email that the appeal has been denied. Please help. How do I contact a human being ? Is there anything I can do , aside from killing myself that is