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I wanted to send this, but it seems you are already deciding that I’m not worthy of your gracious time, I have never had such unfocused thoughts, let unhappy thoughts because of a distracted mind. I have never in my life had such unfocused mind patterns…….I have to return my extreme focus and leave distractions at the door……. I need music again to train my brain back to my attention. If one REALLY word is spoken, I can drop the distractions, I know I have failed to unite myself with the present…….. my heart in a sober body has scattered to the wind…… I will have the power to direct my mind starting tomorrow…… I will obey the still point of my being, Focused, steady, and use my ambition for the present and harmony with the infinite intelligence and build my future…….. I wanted you to know this, I wanted you to know you are a part of me but not everything…….. you decide what??? A tiny three words, will spark my jet fuel, which will bring me to success, It just ales me a bit, I’ve known this was the exercise all along……… I trust you, I love you…..