Feeling like an Alien 👽

DAE feel like they just don't fit. I have had terrible experiences with relationships, family etc and I just don't understand people or life. Like how is this enjoyable?

I feel like some sort of Alien sent here and life happens around me while I try and keep up.

Sometimes I think I'm too naive, I know I'm overly trusting and it's landed me in more than one abusive dynamic.

I'm 34. I have no friends. I can't cope with full time work and I genuinely have no idea what I'm doing or why.

People say find hobbies...try new things..visualise the life you want

Unfortunately all of those things aren't things I can just do

It leaves me isolated and I don't feel like I belong anywhere.