Should i keep my mac neo?

So i bought the 512gb blush version also pink is my fav color and its my first mac ever. Got it new for 750€ and i thought buying used air m2/3/4 instead but then i didnt wanna risk since i dunno how they took care of it etc plus no warranty. And honestly i dont like the black keyboard, the white in blush looks so much better plus the backlight sure is nice to have but no neccessary for me since the keyboard is white already and i dont think i will type in absolut darkness also there are some solutions like mink lamp etc.. i could only afford the 256gb airs as my budget was 800€. I only wanted an laptop for uni actually since im not really using the pencil with my ipad as i like typing more plus its faster for note taking, so i would sell my ipad pro 11 2.gen with 512gb for like 350€ with pencil and other Accessoires included. Well will neo be really enough for uni? I find myself using 7gb ram with all the apps open. 12gb on neo 2 would be nicer but idk when its coming, maybe i will sell the neo once its comes out. I also wanted it for music production with my e guitar but i dont have much experience in daw etc. Thing is i have a gaming pc with 32gb ram and 9070 with 7500F and i will use Linux so the neo would act as an second laptop and i have an samsung phone so im not in the ecosystem.. i might run the boss tone studio app on neo and daw on pc. So thats my situation and all my thoughts sorry fot yapping and i really need advice