ADHD and Weed

3 months without weed was the longest I’ve gone trying to quit. The feeling of being sober was ok lakini bado priorities zilikua misplaced and I was still overthinking and not getting shit done until last minute. The urge to smoke always lingered. Got diagnosed with ADHD this year after spending quite a bit on psychiatric sessions nikapewa pills. Still smoked upto that point. First day on the pill. 😂Nilianza tu kucheka because I felt like the sober me without the compulsions taking over. My walking style absolutely changed. I walk upright and for the first time I can actually be in the moment. Naweza angalia mtu without any fear or thoughts creeping in. I also realized that time actually doesn’t move so fast. 😂 Like from 8am - 4pm doesn’t take 1 hour, My days used to move fast and most of the activities were completed in my mind not in reality, making me more stressed.
I rolled a blunt in the morning to smoke but hadi sai sijakua na urge ya kusmoke. Just finished a project that was pending, wrote a script for videos I shoot, video called my dad and sister which would never happen because I used to always block communications. Life is good!