The language what you learnt but don't know why

In my case it's Turkish I've learnt it but don't know why or why i did. Like most of the media are in English in the first place. I don't know much about Turkish media tbh.

Though we all know well about film "Great century" 😹 and i love Turkish sweets, they're tasty and soft. Especially baklava. İstanbul has a lot of cats so it's very close to me.

However i couldn't find what to do with Turkish because i learnt it, not fully but it's like having a new ingredient to add but you don't know where.

I'm mostly in discord due to some reasons. What Turkish people use instead of discord? I heard they've banned it. But unsure because i don't know about it tbh.

Maybe language learners will understand me, after learning several languages but you wouldn't lose them