Report: I think I was close this time

Been trying for about 2 months very irregularly. What changed this time is I used a lube shooter to lube the insides of my anus.

Started off by massaging my butthole with my finger and some lube. I tried to relax myself, and tried to get rid of that instinct of tightening my butthole. After a few minutes, I used the lube shooter to put some lube in my ass and then inserted the anal hook.

As I put some pressure on my prostate using the bulb part of the hook, I felt like peeing. Have felt this before. Last time all I could do was pee. I think I peed for about 10-15 minutes last time. Was it penile squirt? I am not sure. It was completely colourless water coming out my cock with the same pressure as when pee comes out.

But this time, no pee. It was just this pee-like sensation that I began to love. At this point I didn't care much for orgasm. Just kept putting on and off pressure by maneuvering the hook because that pee-like sensation was amazing.

I also did something that people here say not to do. I got greedy and wanted to achieve penile squirting. So I rubbed the tip of my penis while putting pressure on my prostate. Didn't go anywhere near the shaft.

After about 20-30 minutes some pee came out. It felt like some pressure was released. I continued stimulating my prostate and enjoyed that pee-like sensation a bit more before ending the session.

The whole session took 90 mins including prep, and cleaning.

Such a satisfying session even though I didn't get to orgasm. There was some precum leaking but nothing more.

Please let me know if anyone here has any suggestions.

Thanks to all of you for helping me on this journey.

I can't wait to try it again. But I want to give my body some time to recover. So I will try it the day after tomorrow. Don't wanna damage my precious prostate(don't know if this is possible. Need to read more)