Dilemma

I am not a regular self harmer, just when life gets too tough to handle, but there's always been one thing on my mind.. if i use a blade but its barely enough to scratch the skin, just to sting enough to make my brain go numb, veryy little blood and it usually heals COMPLETELY in 2 weeks, no scars (cuz as i said its not deep at all) can i still say i self harm? because everytime this thought pops up in my mind i always feel like I'm trying to get attention by calling myself a self harmer..