Anxiety as I step further into my sub pregnancy post TFMR

Hello everyone. We lost our baby to TFMR October 2025. I’m currently 18 months pregnant - the same gestation we lost her at. It’s brought forth some emotions for me, as it should. But now that I’m stepping further into my pregnancy, everything from here on is foreign to me. I’m nervous for our anatomy scan at the end of the month. Every time I start to feel excited, my anxiety creeps in. I wish I could enjoy my pregnancy but I feel overly cautiously optimistic. I hate that loss has done this not only to my family, but to so many others.